Went Tamp after maghrib wit Aliim by car. We're so happy. It's not easy that we can meet and spend time together especially since he's busy.

The sedih part, bile tgh reverse, aliim tak ade railing and I hate myself because I did not keep a look out. The car was badly damaged. We both were too shocked. Bile da jadi gini, mood pun da tkde...

I blame myself because I keep on whining and keep on asking him to bring me out.. I'm felt loss and sad when I see his face. I'm sorry dear... There nothin much I can do and i just hate myself. I became speechless and I don even know how to console him... Isn't me lousy...

Haiz... He just bought a new guitar yesterday and this have to happen. Plus his department cut down on OT...

One after another... And it have to happen on eve of our anniversary... :(

Haiz... Seriously I dunno what I'm typing but I'm feeling shit... I'm disappointed of myself... How I wish I have the xtra cash and help him pay half of the damage since I'm the cause of it...


Arghhhhh!!!!!!