We meet again after awhile. I’m not going to blog about my birthday. Not today. I’m feeling very sad with my dad. It seems like whatever I do, he is still not happy. I tried my best to be a good daughter, to be a good sister to both my younger siblings, but whatever I do; it never seems to be enough. I get the blame for my brother and sister wrongdoing. Is it fair for me? I’ve tried my very best...

It is sad. I’m feeling very down right now. Just because i’m the oldest in the family, I get all the blames and responsibility.
Thanks to bf for always there for me. Thank you... You mean so much to me. I do not have anyone except for you... My life is fills with colours ever since I met you. It is more meaningful now.

Everyday I wake up, looking forward for a brand new day with Aliim.
I feel lost without him.
The two days that he was sick is enough to prove how much he meant to me.
I cannot imagine how’s life will be without him.
He’s my everything.

I really hope Allah will know how much he meant to me and it is him, I want to grow old with. Inshallah.
Even when I am with him, without him noticing, I will gaze at him and tell myself how lucky I am to have him.

I am crazy.

I am crazy in loved with him.

I can miss him even when he is right next to me.
That is how crazy i am...

I LOVE YOU, MD ALIIM BIN MD

IM HAPPY!!