It has been awhile since I last blogged. I’m so disappointed with my parents. I am. After all this while I thought they have change their thought of me. But today, what happen show that they still do not trust me and they are ashamed of me.

I know my brother is cleverer than me. I’m just an ITE graduate. Since young he has been getting all the love from my parents. As for me, I have been getting anything that I want. I just need to name it to my dad and by nxt mth dad will buy for me. People say I am pampered because I get everything that I ask for. But they forget that what I actually need is their attention, love and care.

I am sad when mum say that of all my siblings, I’m the one who spend most of their money. She is right. What she forgets is, of all her 3 kids, I’m the one that get the least love and care from them. I’m jealous when I see my parents give all the attention to my brother. They really pamper him. Whatever he wants to do, he gets it. If my aunts or cousins tegur them about my brother, they can give 101 reasons to back him up. But when it comes to me, they will complain about me to them. They will say, I’m so lazy to do housework, keep on going out until late at night and more. I even get the blame for what happen to my brother. Do you think it fair for me???

I can only pray that my parent will have a positive thinking of me. It is sad when your own parents do not trust you and put the blame on you for what happen to your younger siblings. I am sad...