I’m home on Saturday and it seems like it going to rain heavily. The sky is dark now. It is such a nice whether to sleep. This week is my sicky week. I fell sick on and off. I hate it so much. Friday after work, went VIVO with BF. I had my taksin beef noodles. Yummy2. Today suppose to meet my girls but somehow, syaf bf bike kene stolen and Aliim mum ask us to attend syarahan at the mosque. So, ya, tonight I will be going to the mosque with him. How I wish I can seat next to him.
Comment from AFRIEND
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AFRIEND: Hey Babe, Sometimes it's our fault that we did not receive the love,care n concern from our parents. They know us better th. I mean if u could look urself in the irror. I believe u seldom does housework, u rather spent quality time dng ur shopping n your friends and also u tend to always stay late.
21 November 2008, 22:48
I spend my time doing my shopping?? Hmm I don’t think so. My financial is so tight now that I would thik thrice to buy a dress. I have not been shopping for the past 2 mth and my bf know that. Even if i did buy something, then it thanks to my parents. I admit I seldom do housework that is because my mum rather does the housework herself. Since young she and my grandma pampered my and stop me from doing housework. So now that I older, don blame me if im lazy. Ya i admit I do stay out late. Can’t I reward myself for the hard work and stress that I went through during the weekdays??
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AFRIEND: I've been ur avid reader and we used 2 be friends. I knew that u r also a follower. U tend 2 be influential with Ppl. Seperti lembu dicucuk hidung. During ur sec skewl days, u step mcm cina ala2 ahlian. U snoke lah then when u in ITE, U pose as some girlie wannabe. U can't blame ppl if they want 2 think negative about
21 November 2008, 22:52
During my sec school day u say that i step mcm cina ala2 ahlian?? It is maybe because majority of my classmate are Chinese. I did mix with malay too. I have NINA and YUSOFF.. They are my close malay friend. If you say that i step ala2 cina, I did not ask for it. It peoples who always mistaken me for a Chiness. I did try to make friends with malay, but did they give me a chance to? I admit I smoke. But that was during my lower sec sch. You tend to get easily influence and ya i admit i get influence easily. ITE, you said that I pose as some girlie wannabe. Which in me that said Im a poser?? I’m born a girl. If i pose as some girlie wannabe, I won’t be having TAEKWANDO as my CCA back in ITE.
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AFRIEND: It's all becuase of you. U brings out and shows all ur negative vibes to the surrounding. You are the potrait and ppl shall judge u.. I hope u won’t get any wrong ideas from this. I just wanna give u some advice which u can ponder on it. Cheers!
21 November 2008, 22:53
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Ya.. Maybe you’re right. I portray myself as a bad girl. Everyone have their past. Now when i’m trying to be a better person, shouldn’t people around me give me a chance instead of reminding me of my past and mistake? Everyone do make mistake.
