I have been so busy that I have been postponing my entries on Deepavali. This yeat deepavali, I will remember for the rest of my life. That is because, Aliim propose to me. He has been planning this with his good buddies without me realizing it. He has been sleeping late at night just to practice with his friends. I am so touched by his action. I’m sorry awk if kite buruk sangke..

4 weeks I’ve waited for Deepavali. But I did not expect that on that day, I would be his gf. We know how we felt towards each other except that we are not officially together. So, ya… Monday 27 October, we are officially bf/gf.

Sunday, 26 October…
I received first msg from him.

I am so mad at the msg. I’ve waited for him to wake up just to receive a msg saying he went out jamming with his friends. He did not even call me.. Humph… Bluek… I told myself to remain cool. Futhermore he is not my bf and I have no right to be mad at him. I keep myself occupied. I went to my uncle house warming. Make myself busy. Then I went over to my 2nd uncle and chill there until midnight. While I was at my 2nd uncle house, I receive a short phone call from him. I feel so delighted just hear his voice. 1 whole day I did not get to hear his voice. The feeling is just amazing. That is when I realize that I misses him so much and he have become parts of my everyday life. That is the first time that we did not exchange sms or phone cal for a long period of time other than the day he punk me that he is going to Taiwan for reservist.

After the short phone call, no msg from him until around 3 plus. That sms really test my patient and make me restless. I can’t sleep tau thinking of his safety. Ish.. I told myself that I have fallen for him deeply. Ha have managed to make me forget my past and it is him that I want to be with now.

But at the same time, I am scared. I’m scared if he only regards me as his friends or worst sister. Ish.. That is surely hurtful. I twist and turn. Every 1 hour I would wake up checks on the time. I can’t wait for noon to come.

He make me miss him so much and at the same time bingit lor. Ish.. Tak baik ekh awk.. You make Amalina misses you…

At first, we’re supposed to meet at 4. Due to the rain, he fetches me at 4.45. There is so many question that I want to ask him. I’m so eager to know where we are heading to. But Aliim still did not want to tell me.

We went to East Coast Park. Right at the end of the park. He brings me to the water breaker and we just seat down there. The feeling is awkward. I just keep quiet and speechless. He asks me how I feel about him and that left me with a blank mind. He told me that after today, he is not sure on how our friendship will be like. If we will be as close as we used to be. I’m shock with what he said. Inside my head, please don say that this will be our last meeting. I almost burst into tears. I look away from him and hold back my tears. I’m so scared that history will repeat itself again.

He then asks me if I trust him.

I was blindfolded. He makes me walk for a distance until we reach the beach. I was asked to seat on something I assume is a bench but actually plastic chair. He gave me an object to hold.He told me that after he open my blindfold, I need to turn behind and seat quietly. I;m so scared that he going to punk me that I ask him, there is no animal ekh.. Heee. I am scared of animal mahx.

I slowly turn to my right, I saw LILY videocam me. Then I saw Zoobie and Wan mok with their guitar. Wan black with the electronic drum and Aliim in the middle. I was shock that I run to no where.. ahah.. That is my reaction. I was asked to return to my seat and there I seat patiently as they play a song tittle Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade… I was speechless that I dare not look at Aliim face. I look into the sea and I cry. I tried my best to stop the tears but…. I cry like a small baby tau.. Ish malu2…

After the song ended, he come to me, kneel down and said: “Awk, I’ve been waiting for this moment and I don’t want to keep you waiting. I may not be your kind of dream guy bit it’s you that I really wanna be with. And there’s already an empty space reserve for you in my heart. Will you be my gf?”

omg!!! HAHA… OF CUZ I SAY YES LA KAN… hehe.. ish..

Wan Mok is the father mok of the day. We exchange our vows.. Ahah. All I know is that father Mok say, You are now bf/gf and you may kiss each other.. Ish… haha.. Mcm marriage gitu kan..

I love you aliiim… Love you love you love…

I feel so special on that day.. Thank you sayang!!!

Zoobie and Lily is the chef while Aliim follow them to the market to do grocery shopping.. hehe..

We had pasta and it so yummy…

The object that I was asked to hold is a flower. I was in cloud 9 and I promise I will remember 27 October… What took place on that day keep on playing in my head that I can remember every details of it.

He Blindfold me

He propose to me

Father mok reading his script


The Flower

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find




Lyrics  Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics