I have been chatting with few guys from work. Some from the same company as me and some, not… I do not know how they can recognize me bahx. All ask if I’m mixed. Never think of it before. Don I look malay enough? During my school days I don mind people asking me cuz I know I look Chinese and fair for a malay. But that is before I took sports as my CCA… Netball and track and field make me tan. Kinda meneysal at times lor.. I just want my fair skin back.

And now when the sundress season is in, I want a sunkiss glowing skin. Hehe.. Who wanna go suntan with me??? But then I do not understand why suntanning make me red instead of tan.. Irritating kan. Beach volleyball is fun. Any idea where I can learn that sport?

Syaf and Nina wanna join me???

When I’m online the first thing they ask me is, are you malay? Are you a pure malay? Am I? Not sure too.

Flash back of my history. This is from what my dad told me la kan.

My Dad side:
Grandma is orang bugis.
Grandpa is a Javanese Hong Kong (seriously I have no idea what is tat)
He was known as Mansoor (Hong Kong) that was what written in my uncle wedding card. When I ask dad, he told me that my late late grandpa or late grandpa is from Hong Kong.

My mum side:
Real grandpa mother is a Chinese and father an Indian. Ever heard of Gafoor mosque? I dunno how to spell it la. But I hear it belong to my late grandpa ancestor. That makes him a chindian lor (from Hong Kong too).
My grandpa adoptive family is a malay. Daddy keeps on telling me that my grandpa is rich. But because he was raised by his adoptive family he did not get the harta? I dunno what you call that la kan…
My grandma is from pelembang. So I guess that make her an indon.

So now what race am I?? A rojak? Neither here nor there. I don even have a malay blood in me…

I’ll try and dig for my old pic and u can see how china I am.. China with a big eyes.. One of my uncle like to cal me anak jepun… some cal me amoi.. That is the nick I get when I wan a toddler.. And now when I have grown up, my Abg sedare call me MerLin.. “Mer” from amerlin. And “lian” fron Ah lian.. Mcm2 nick I get..


Ok im tired today… attached is the lates pic of. my boss birthday, weddings, shopping…. And a video… I was caught on candid camera!!!!!!