Assalammualaikum…. I have lost touch with my blog for a week. I went into hiding. Hee.. Life has been in a mess now. I do not know what telah happen to me la kan. I thought I managed to put my memory with Yazid behind. But somehow, I miss him… if you realize it been awhile since I last blogged about him. It because I thought I have move on but….

Did not get to sleep yesterday because I was thinking about him. It just comes like that. Somehow I feel so lonely and I miss him so so much. When can I let go of this feeling completely? I think what people say is true bahx. When you like someone, it doesn’t matter if you get to be next to that someone. Seeing him happy and cheerful just make your day.

Saw him at work today. He seems so HAPPY and cheerful. I can see that he is happier now. Awk, if you read this, I’m sorry if all these while I bring sadness and stress to you. I’m happy to see you happy and all so cheerful. I wish you all the best in your life and hope you do not treat me as an enemy okie. Maybe your happiness is in “sergeant” hand. Do cherish her and try not to hurt her. When the good person comes and you both like each other, there may be no other person that can make you happy as what she have done. She gives you happiness. Do appreciate that. I wish you and her all the best in the future. Don feel shy to give me a peep if you have relationship problems okie.. I’m good at that.. Hehe.. *JK* I can be your relationship consultant.
AMALINA…. Stop being nonsense can… WTH am I thinking?? OMG!!! Ya I do miss Yazid but he is happy with “sergeant” kan… He managed to move on. At last he managed to forget his past and he is happy now with “sergeant”. I have failed to make him move on. “Sergeant” has done a good job in making YAZID forget his past. I must be strong too..

Maybe i’m still not ready for another relationship after i’ve failed mine with YAZID... Still need time to adjust myself to new people.

Inshallah if I keep myself busy with my practical I can be happy too. I just need to keep myself busy and I have my GIRLFRIENDS with me.. Thanks guys… Looking forward for our next date this SATURDAY!!!

Thursday I took ½ leave just to meet my girlfriends. Nina ponteng from school and ya we had a girlfriend outing. I miss NINA craziness. Everyone has grown up. I can see the maturity in each and everyone of us. And SYAF the most cannot be bothered by how she look like when we were in sec sch now is giving us Make-up advice.. haha.. So cute la you.. You’re the most vain among us..

Weekends were spends at Mustapha on Friday night with my family and cousins. Saturday I clean up my room and shifted my bed and stuff. Finally I throw away my printed childish tees.. haha.. Then went Ikea to get a drawer for my “baju basahan and undergarments” Sunday continue with my room cleaning and went parkway in the afternoon with family and Kak Dayah. At last I send my Levi’s jean for alteration. And had dinner at Swensense. Walk around parkway till night. That is my weekends.. Boring but meaningful weekends spend with family.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

They love you…. But they are not your lover. They care for you, but they are not from your family… They are ready to share your pain, but they are not in your blood relation. They are… Friends.

Ture friend scolds you like DAD. Cares like a MOM…. Teases like a SISTER… Irritates like a BROTHER… and finally love YOU more than a LOVER.

PS: At last I have stop receiving calls and sms from SAFIE.. He hate me now.. Seriously la kan.. Cuz he did not reply to my msg when I sms him about his bills. Hmmm as for “tall”, he did not call or msg me as often. Only occasionally to tell me that bonus have been bank in or about work related stuff. Have not been msn chatting with Sham too. All is busy with SHOPPING. Maklum la all get full bonus except for me. Long blog entries for a week!!!