It been so long since i last had my gastric attack. Maybe I have been taking care of my food. Today i had the attack after so long. It is a bad feeling. I hate it so much. Saw Rose this morning. Miss her so much. She is getting married soon. We are going to get her Victoria Secrets hampers. Happy for you babe.

P/S: Running away won’t solve the problems. You are a coward. Do not dare to face the truth. How long you want to stay quiet? There is a limit to a person patient. When you have someone who care for you and always there when you are lonely, troubled you tends to take the person for granted. When the person is gone from your life, that when you realise who is the one that have been there for you during difficult times. Where all the promises you make? Will history repeat itself again? Is it just an empty promise again? You ask me to be patient with you. Not to leave you. But it seems like you are the one who is leaving me...

Maybe things don’t look that bad. It is me who is being paranoid and take life too hard. Maybe i should learn to take things easy....