I guess I’m used to his attitude already. It already numbs and now has become parts of my life. He will throw tantrum when he is in a bad mood or stress. I do not take things too hard already. I just face each day at a time. Luckily I seated in TRD now. I have my colleague to cheer me up. Maybe, last time I was seated in CEG that the reason I get stress up. How can you not get stress up when he is right in front of you but there nothing you can do except keeping quiet.

Learn from my problems. Find someone who like you more than you like them. Find someone who loves you more than you love them. Then you won’t get hurt easily. Find a person that you need. Not the one you want and everyone have their plus and minus points. You cannot find someone who is so perfect that he or she have everything that you want. Unless you are damn lucky person.

Learn to forgive and forget. If something doesn’t mean to be yours, even how hard you try it won’t be yours. At least you know that you have tried and that matter most. Do not dwell on it too long. It can affect your mental thinking. Learn to forgive people even thought the person have hurts you so much. Life is just temporary. Take what you need and do not be greedy. What you want can come later. Or you can make the one you need become the one you want. It is all about compromise, understanding and accepting the other parties for who they are. Do not try to change someone too much because they won’t be the same person that you used to know. Always feel blessed for what you have. Stop hurting people because you will never know one day someone will hurts you more. That when you will realize that the one you are looking for is actually right in front of you. It is only that you are too busy looking for a perfect someone that you forget all about the one who is in front of you.

So feel bless and do not complain.

P/S: Try and put yourself in my shoe. How would you feel if I treat you the way you treat me? You feeling stress?? It just an excuses!

Sometime, people won’t appreciate you until you are gone form their life. That when they will realize who is the one that have been there for them when they are in needs and feeling low.