Sometimes when things get out of hand, you will have to do all means to hide yourself. Damn it. I need to off my hp at night because I’m feeling so rimas. Think I’m getting used to being alone already bahx. Safie and let me cal this guy “tall” called me every night. And it won’t look nice if I never answer their call. Every night I off my hp. Sometimes you just want to be alone and not be disturbed. “Tall” friends keep on asking me when I want to lepak with them. You people should know mah I not into lepak2 all these. It is a waste of time. I rather sleep or meet my gals.


FRIDAY

Friday went to meet “tall” for movie. We watched “Get Smart”. His friends were CRAZY sei. I was shock la. Because they were so kecoh that I feel scared. They are like Mat Rempet like that. Don expects me to go out with them often. Haha. I strike him off from the list liao. After movie went to his house to take his car and off we went to JB. One of his friends follows so that makes me the only girl. Reach JB around 3 plus AM. Went to singgah selalu for super while he sends his car for wash. We stay there around 1 hour plus only cuz we were super sleepy la kan. On the way back, his friend and me fall asleep all the way home. Haha.. Kecian he has to drive alone. I’m supposed to accompany him but I fall asleep. Reach home around 7am. Sleep until 4 plus in the afternoon.


SATURDAY

I went to Wak Imah house. Lepak there with with my cousin then petang I went over to Bik Uji house since Cik Amat was there. Have not met my small cousin for so long already. At last get to take picture with him. The last time met him, I was sick so didn’t get to carry him. He is so cute and adorable. How I wish mummy could give birth again. Hee.. I want to carry baby. Night went shopping with kak uda. Then went bik ma house since my other cousins were there. Lepak there till 2 plus in the morning and home sweet home.


SUNDAY

I wake up around 12 noon and meet Safie on my way to Kak Uda house. Apparently I did not want to meet him but he insists on meeting me. I meet him; he gave me a small gift. Inside the bag, they’re an Issey Miayaki perfume, hand lotion, MP3 and key chain. Aiyo.. He really makes me feel bad and scared. I’m scared of him. He gave me all these stuff even after I treat him badly. Lepak at kak uda house till evening then went to Bik Ma house to watch “congkak”. Night went bedok interchange with my cousins. Reach home around 10 plus.


MONDAY

Today is 23 June. 3 Month over!! Is it time for me to move on? I’m still stuck here. After work went CGH to pay a visit to my colleague. Kecian see him. He looks so weak. Get him a balloon with a get well soon message with a design of sexy nurse. Apparently his girlfriend is not happy because kak sandhora and I get him that balloon. It is just a balloon mahx. Reach home I brought a pizza. Feel like eating pizza pulak. Night, I off my hp. Had a peaceful sleep yesterday.


“Be smart about who you surround yourself with, and believe in yourself. There are so many possibilities in life”