Feels so sick today. Had a terrible headache and feeling nausea. The feeling is bad. Took my nausea medication and feels sleepy at work. Think I’m too exhausted by my roller coaster life. Ya Allah, I need you to show and guide me to e right path. Today two policemen came to our office because one of the technicians lost his headset. I pity the technician because headset is expensive tau. If you lost it you will have to pay for it. It can cost up to 300 depends of the headset life.

Indirectly, I was affected by my colleague cousin death. He was only 19. Met with bike accident. Bike is so dangerous. I have few friends who ride a bike. Please becareful when you are on the road.

Every time I heard of an accident I can’t help it but my heart almost want to stop. Is the victim ok? Is the victim someone I know? So dear friends, whatever transport you people take, please be civilize. For drivers, please drive carefully. And riders please be alert of incoming vehicle. I don’t wish to loose friends through accidents.

He was only 19. So friends, takdir di tangan tuhan. When you are alive, please make good use of your life. You never know when you will return to illahi and if you sempat to taubat.

If you are thinking of giving up on your life, think of those people who passed away when they are still young and have a long way before them. Think of your family and loved ones. When you are alive, make full use of it. There is a reason behind every setback. And it an ujian from Allah. If a little setback you already want to give up on your life, what will happen to you?

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. They’re a purpose to life events, to teach you how to cry more or not to cry too hard. You can’t make someone love you; all you can do is be someone who can beloved. The rest is up to the person to realize your worth!

Disappointments are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you will enjoy the smooth roads afterwards. Don stay on the humps too long! Move on, and when you feel down because you did not get what you want, just sit tight and be happy because Allah is thinking of something better for you!

Hope this little entry of mine, will put those of you who thinking of giving up on your life or hate yourself in a thinking hat. Smile and laugh always. It is the best medications. And will always be.

IM HAPPY!!