PRINCESS LOVE ALIIM

● @ Monday, April 07, 2008 ●

Peeka boo… Weekends past so fast… OMG!! Friday suppose to go for my religious class but, heee…. Menses cramps la babes. End up chatting with sunshine till late night. Yup… I have been chatting with him for the past few days. I’m sure it not wrong for us to chat right? Since I’m not seeing anyone and he is not seeing anyone at the moment, there is no harm in us chatting. I do miss the old times, Chatting and disturbing him. Alhamdulilah, even thought he is no longer my boyfriend, we are still close. We are abnormal rite?? Well, I don’t mind this abnormal as long as we both are happy. Only that I’m scared I will have to go through the roller coaster days again. It is really bad. I hate that period of times. I’m just scared that after his reservist he will be back in his dreamland fantasy world. All I can do is pray that he will put the past behind him and move on. Even if he is not going with me. I think so.

Saturday I went rebonding. I was at the saloon for 5 hours babe. With an empty stomach and no breakfast! After rebonding went home to change then sunshine’s fetch me. We went to his brother home to take his Army Helmet then went to Great World City to catch a movie. It Saturday and you know what, fully booked!!! Damn it lor. No movie. We headed to Vivo for dinner. After dinner, sunshine’s need his coffee, so we went to Pacific Coffee for our coffee. My hazelnuts Latte. Yummy.. Gals we should hangout there cuz they have the buai type of seats. We just chat and chat till late night. I really miss late night outing with sunshine’s.

Reach home I chat with Nina and Ekin. Ya, I been chatting in msn with him. I think he make a nice friend. I can communicate better when we are fends now. Mummy scold me when she get to know tat I chat with Ekin. She say, it is not right for me to chat with Ekin since I’m going out with sunshine’s. But mummy… Sunshine’s say that we are just friends and since I’m friends with sunshine’s I don see any wrong in chatting with Ekin. And sunshine’s also never say I cannot chat with Ekin. Instead sunshine’s did say that Ekin is a nice guy.

It do hurt me when sunshine’s say like that.

Sunday meet my babes at bugis. We had lunch at the Chinese hawker centre. Nina as usual will her diluted noodles. It taste nicer then it’s appeared. Then we start our bargin hunting. Syaf and me get a sundress for 10 buck only. Cheap kan.. Cuz they only left one of each design. And I get a ¾ pants for 10 buck too. We both get a bra from impression. Nina did the most shopping. Bermudas, tops and slipper. Kaya Kaya.

After bugis we went town to meet Nina’s boyfriend for dinner. Had dinner at Cahaya. And you know we meet who??? EKIN!!!! What the hell!! He is with my brother.. I’m so blow and sembunyi2 with Syaf. He chat with Terence and I just buat muke selambe. After dinner we went to McCafe at lido. Chats2 and took picture till late night. On the way home, Syaf and me was mistaken for one-night stand ladies. What the hell!!! Haha… Both of us laku sei with angmoh. Maybe I should turn to angmoh. Since tak laku with malay guys. Malay guys too much expectation. And with my skinny body like this no malay guy would want. They would say rase tulang aje.. Haiz.. Is body size really important? Better get a match stick gal then after married the body wont be like a balloon. Then you get a voluptuous gal and after married she will become bigger. Dunno what guys nowadays are thinking. It seems bigger size gals get a far far better looking bf then a skinny gal. Last time skinny gals is like a hotcakes. Every guys is crazy over skinny gal. But now it seems like guys like gals that is bigger in size. This is what Syaf and me notice. Skinny gals da tak laku sei…

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PS: 4 more days till he ends his reservist. Starting tmr won’t get to chat with him. He is going to msk hutan already. Sob sob. And he is down with berak2.. Pity him., Hopefully he take good care of himself cuz the body will feel very2 weak…

Ok ok.. Stop your daydreaming, Amalina!!