I am feeling bloody irritated now!!! How am I supposed to know the procedure? I just work here less than a year sei. How am I supposed to know we have to apply time off before we went for it? As far as I know my colleagues just call and go. I already inform my 1st boss mah. And that bloody makcik just can’t wait to throw me out of the company. Seeing staffs get scolded by boss really make her day… And I know from the start she don like me because I’m too young for working life.. Hello!!! Im 21 already tau and at my age I can get married if I want too… who is she to say im still young and all?? I did not smoke, and Im small size and I have a short hair.. of cuz la I look young. If Im bigger and I have longer hair then I will look older and more matured. Is it wrong that I look young? Da allah give me this body size and looks, what can I do if I look young kan… ARGH!!!! Bingit nye. Just because she have a backup from big boss mean she what?? So big mei. Bingit sei… My blood vessels feel like pooping out now!!! And my head hurts so much.. I just feel like going to the beach and shout out loud!!!

Okie worst come to worst I will get terminated. But can they terminate me just because of this time off?? No kan!!! And I’m a member of union, if they want to terminate me then I just complain to union lor. What the point of paying union money every month if they can’t help me.

In the morning I just get praised from my 2nd boss because I did a good job and our department has pass the audit. And the management praises our department for such an organized worked. B4 this, our department usually failed audit and get scolded from auditor. But this time round, the auditors make us as an example to other department. I feel so happy la cuz I’m the one who organize it. When I first receive the assignment, I feel like crying because it all messed up. I mean when it comes to organizing, ladies still make the better choice. Guys just want to make things done fast without thinking of the difficulty they might face. And after lunch, 1st boss is pissed off with me because of my doctor appointment. This Monday need to see him. Must pray hard that his mood will be better. He is nice but if people da cucuk him, he also get irritated by tat makcik.

1st boss is my real boss
2nd boss is my real boss boss
3rd boss is my 2nd boss boss

So you guys get it?

I really dunno how to explain my feeling now. Bingit to the max!!!! Irritated by those who cannot see people senang sikit. Just because my 2nd boss is supporting me and that makcik hate the boss who supports me, she makes a big fuss. And I know that she bingit with me because when I went to take my bursary, I never tell her, I just tell my boss. She not evens my boss. She is just my colleague. Must I tell the whole world meh?? WTF!!!

IM HAPPY!!