Syaf, it seems like you reads my blog often but y you don wanna ans my cal??? Sweetie, i wanna talk with you la... Meet up la beb... Im free till Sunday.. Meet for coffee??

Okie back to my outing yesterday wit Mr Sunshine's... It was nite already, so we went to ECP.. Was out till 6am today... sleepu beb.. b4 tat we went to bedok to settle all our financial errands... I've started saving!!! Haha... If u guys knw me, saving never exist in my dictionary... I'll spend every cents of my money.. But now, Sunshine's teaches me to save money... Thanks Sweethearts... Then went to Kembangan to get dinner.. We taupo dinner and went to ECP.. It so crowded there, with malay especially camping... I wonder what is so good about camping out.. U have a nice bed at home mahx... We make do with a small bench in front of this kecorable family.. The family is so kecoh to the max..

I bring my lappie with me, thinking we can watch a movie.. The volume is not being nice to us... No movie and just surfing... We seat and talks... Ya, i promise myself not to talk about the shits incidents but entah ekh, he bring up the subject so we just talk about it... Nasib tak banjir... I dunno where i wanna start it from but i think his problem is that physically he have forget her but not mentally.. In my opinion, the sudden flash back of memory is because, his ex is getting engaged today!!! So he might be thinking y is she getting engaged to another guy and not him?? Y must she be with other guy and not him?? After the 9 years, don she feel anything for just leaving him without a reason?? I think this the the questions that is bothering him.. I don blame him for havin a flash back memory cuz sometimes me too having flash back.. Not of Ekin but Zean and Ah Wei!! Haha.... cerite da lame beb... I wonder where they are now.... Okie stop it Emilyn....

So i guess there will be more flash back from time to come... Especially during his birthday, her birthday, their anniversary and the day his ex getting married.. This is my ramalan only la... Emily can only bersabar... Any opinion on how i can tackle this problems?? Or how i can help him?? Cuz i really want him to move on with his life... Am i stupid to love a guy who still think of his ex?? Sunshine's, it okie to have a flash back cuz im sure you have a happy memory of her that you wanna keep, but jgn ikutkan perasaan sgt... I'm always here to encourage you but the end product is you. You have to be strong...

Okie enuf of this shitty incident... Oh ya.. Wanna share with u peeps.. I get a good progress awards from ITE!!!! Hoho.... Super duper happy.... Should i get a new hp, psp, or ipod nano with the money???? Or should i jus save??

IM HAPPY!!