It been a long time since i last blog.
there is so many changes in life nw.
firstly, my mum no longer take care of my little cuzzie.
partly cuz of me... rmember my last posts..
ya i think i go overboard. this thought me tat when ur angry u do thin without realising.
i realise my mistake and i'm sorry.
i miss her nw..
i remember whenever i'm feeling sorrow, i will talk to her.
wanna knw y??
it because she don understand wat i talking.
i used to talk to my sis, nw i have no one to talk to..
i really do miss her.
miss her smell and laughter.
nw my life is back to square 1.
home is so lonely and lifeless..
i'm sorry....
Secondly, i'm feeling soo miserable and disappointed in..............
*MYSELF*
i'm disappointed in myself for having too high expection towards my guy and when he did not have it i feel so miserable.
the problems lies in me..
i dunno wat i talking..
but i really do feel so...................
Where is the LOVE????
I wan LOVE
not sweet words...
HaPPY bitThday to mY dEarest Fend, Nina....
I miss You so Much...
I wanna share wit u my sorrow.. Cuz i nw u can make me laugh..
hope you have a happy memories of ur birthday...
Prezzie is on their way..........................
Oh ya i saw my ex the other day at marina square...
ya i saw the guy tat i don wanna c...
i saw him...
he tall nw and better looking :p
a sudden flash back of memories...
1st ex: pri 6 to sec 1 (my 1st love hor)
he is a nice guy who respect gal.
I miss him.
2nd ex: sec 1
he is ok. i love him. but he choose other gal. my first teddy bear from him. i still keep it tau..
3rd ex: the last guy i wanna c. haha.. don ask me y. full of bad and happy memories
4th ex: a chinese guy. he is cute. i lead an advanture life wen with him. I watch the stars at night by the beach k... i wish i get to experience it again with ekin.
5th ex: chinese guy. he look kinda jap. he now oversea studying. he rich. he a womannizer. full of bad and happy memories too...
6th ex: chinese guy. the first to gave me flower and chocolate. he a coward. broke up wit me wit the most lame reason. then after month he appear again asking for patch and then empty promises. Bastard Guy...
7th ex: chinese guy. was introduced by a fend. i can't imagine i hav an ex like him cux his body is covered with tattoo.. receive a forever fend teddy bear on our first date.
And now i'm happily attached to my dearest ekin. thought there are ups and down. no relationship is perfect.
IM HAPPY!!
