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@ Thursday, January 25, 2007 ●

hie people...
here i am...
no working for me today..
but it doesn't mean that i'm enjoying myself okie dokie..
i'm suffering rite now..
this week is a bad week for me..
i'll elaborate more..
sunday night i feel a bump at my private part.
monday i becoming bigger..
have difficulty walking and seating..
it a hell at work...
can't seat and can't walk.
the pain too unbearable.
at night cannot sleep.
tuesday went to work.
the pain becoming worst.
took half day.
mum suppose to accompany me to poly...
in the end she ask ekin to accompany me...
noti2.
at poly, it is my most malu moment.
people look at the way i walk..
i request for a female doctor..
you can't expect me to let a male doctor c "it" rite???
oh my!!! so the malu...
i was ask to go to KK hospital for an operation.
at that moment i'm really feel scared. feel liek crying also have tau.
in my whole life i go to the hospital to visit relative and friends.
i never go there for an operation b4..
oh gosh...
i was then asked to go to another room.
in that room, the nurse was so fierce.
she tell me to go to the operation straight.
wen i say i don wan, she kind of scold me..
she say if i did not remove it, i will come back again.
i have to remove it in order that it will not appear again..
Gosh.. the word operation already scare me off..
went to collect the medicine..
then went to the watson pharmacy to buy the cream.
so the ex sia the cream..
it cost me 18 buck jus for a cream.
plus my poly fees, altogether it cost around 20 plus.
if i now it so expensive i would go to private doctor.
after that we went home.
now i'm still at home..
it becoming better.
going for another check up later on..
wish me best of luck ok..

IM HAPPY!!