I WANT A RICH HUSBAND AND GET MARRIED SOON!!!

Hie... i'm back again...

The week have been busy..

Will not elaborate more...

I'm fucking irriated now...

Argh...

Ya i knw it fasting month..

But i'm human being too...

Irritated not wit ekin but my little cuzzie that is only 1 yrs plus..

Oh my!!! you must think i'm insane...

I jus cant get along wit toddlers...

I get frustrated easily...

i love babies but when they reach toddlers the part where they get naughty and cannot seat still, that really get on my nerve..

This cuzzie of mine that my mum look after is so the active that sometime i wonder if she is really a gal...

Eversince she start to walk my mum and myself hav been running around incase she fall down..

Maklum lah anak org lah katekan...

I knw my mum is tired... But she jus keep quiet...

Infront of people she show that she a superwomen that never gets tired...

But once weekends come get ready wit ur cotton wool..

She will start nagging...

I thought after my sister grow big she can enjoy life and i can stop c her stress...

But the routine carry on...

sometime i never c people appriciate what she hav done for their children..

Ever since she look after the babie she been hot tampered too...

She put others first then her own family...

Mother can never be fair...

Think father tooo...

Back to my cousins...

She jus throw my mum coins bag directly at my noise...

Her aiming is so fucking good sia...

It rested nicely on my nose..

It so fucking pain too..

When i complain to my grandny, she say that she jus a small gal

hw painful can it get..

Argh...

Everyone is siding her jus because her parents gave us money!!!

Ya we get money, we spend alot too..

i'm so bingit wit my grandma tat i say if she throw the bag at her teeth, i gurantee her teeth will drop off...

Grandma are so sensitive...

Everytime we say something wrong, she will say aku taulah aku tompang rumah korang...

Argh... that really get on my nerve...

I think i getting my menses soon...

So the bad mood...

Yesterday i had a dispute wit my mum...

Usually i can get along wit her..

But yesterday i guess it my mood swing day...

She comment on me for meeting ekin too often during fasting month...

I was so irritated..

Going out is not dosa...

I started saying parents never treat their children fairly..

I don understand y me going out often can be a subject whereas my brother caught smoking and ..... they jus keep quiet...

I don mind if they don love me...

But do they have to look down on me???

my brother clever...

from EM1 to express classes...

Even when my brother always perintah my mum she jus do what my brother ask her too..

HE treat my mum like his servant..

At first i'm quite bingit..

but now it normal...

I'm from express drop to normal acad and nw in ite...

she always talk good about my brother whereas me, always critises...

SOmetime i wish to get married early and move out of the house...

Hw i wish i hav a reach boyfriend and i'll ask him to propose to me and can get married...

Then i move out of the house...

I jus hate to be look down on...

Everyone lookdown on me...

Even my relative..

Thy say me lazy and etc...

THey think my brother is so rajin..

Ya she'll do what u ask him to do...

but then he will complain...

Might as well don do..

Argh..

LIfe is never fair....

IM HAPPY!!