How Many True Fends Do You Have???

It have been days since i last updated...
Been busy la babe...
Took this time off to do some self reflection...
I'm sure most of u guys here have lots of friends.
But out of that many friends hw many of them is ur true friend?
If u have as little as one then i'll congratulate u...
Cuz for me i don think i have a true friends...
I have many fends but a true friend i think it none...
Isn't it sad...
I feel lonely...
Eventhough i hav a boyfriend who always there for me,
I think i still need a true friend who stand by me in my happy moment and sad moment.
Someone who i can share everyting with.
And give advice which come from the heart.
Don tell me when i hav prob wit my boyfriend i hav to tell him my prob rite..
It don make sense...
Sometime i feel tat i'm too good to people that they take me for granted.
I don like to c people sad..
When my friend confide in me their problem i gave them opinion with an open heart...
My hp nos is freely available tat sometime their partner cal me and tell me their problems...
I feel uneasy... You think i like it???
You hav prob with ur partner..
Your partner is my fend. And instead of ur partner which is my own fend askin me for opinion it u who ask me...
I feel serba salah.. I don wan people to think tat i'm a busybody...
At the same time it rude for me to say SORRY I CAN'T TALK TO YOU..
What will my fend think when thay know tat their partner cal me to share thier relationship problems...
I feel like i'm stuck like a sardine inbetween of bread..
I don mind people confide their problems to me. As what friend are for rite..
But i really hate it when here i am being kind and giving my opinion then there u are gossiping about me when u and ur partner are back together...
To make things worst u talk you badmouth me...
Is it fair for me???
You ask me for an advice.
I gave u advice.
When u and ur guy/gal are back together u badmouth me...
What did u gain from it?
You did not gain anything.
You already hav ur partner back.
But i lost a friend.
Is it fair for me?
I think what Ekin told me is rite.
Jus listen to their prob and keep quiet.
It their prob anyway.
Y must i get myself involve?
They don appreciate me also..
Someitme i wonder what fend is really for?
Sometime they promoto themself as a person wit two face...
In fornt of me they are my fend...
Behind me they talk about me...
You don hav to talk hush hush wit ur fend about ur problems...
I'm not a busybody...
If u don wan tell me bout ur prob,
I also don wan to know...
Now that i change my nos i feel better.
Cuz not everyone have my nos.
Those who hav my nos it is only for u.
Treat it as a treasure.
And please don give ur partner my NUMBER.
I need my privacy...
I feel so lonely...
I miss Ekin
It been close to two week since i last meet him...
I'm sad that,
For 19+ yrs in this world...
I don even hav 1 true friend...

IM HAPPY!!