These week is a boring week for me. Been staying at home... And quarrelling wit dedear... i dunno y.. Kinda a mood swing for me and him maybe... He more hot tempered now... I dunno why... Did i tell u guys tat he nw studying religious... I'm not trying to be rude or what here... But since he started studying religious, every thursday, there a big changes in him... Change for the better??? I hope so... DOn ask me.. Cuz i have no answer.. If he change for the better then i'm happy for him... I'm jus not use to the new him... He knw how to tegur me about religious but i don think he applying it to himself... He keep on asking me question about religious but when i don bother about his question he say that my akidah is low... It not that i don bother but i rather don wan to quarrel wit him... I guess for nw i jus hav to keep my mouth shut... When his enthusiam is over he will get back to being himself... I treat these period as a period of millitary training where u hav no say in anything and hav to do whatever ur told..

Oh ya here the interesting part... For BCM group project in my group is Qaqa, Celest, Su and Jason.. I hav to search for picture on Sunsilk shampoo.. The sunsilk shampoo tat i search is small and cannot be enlarged so Jason msg me yesterday night and asked if i'm asleep... When i say no he ask if he can call me to ask about the picture.. I readily say yes since i doing nothing and waiting for my dedear to cal me... I was on the phone discussing about the picture and asking him question about BCM individual project when my dedear call me... When i say i was on the phone he say me mengatal(flirtatious). I don take it too hard and laugh at his "lame" joke.. Cuz it not the first time he call me tat... He jus hang up the phone.. Again i don take it too hard.. I carry on talking to Jason about the project... Then i call him... He don answer my call... I msg him he don reply... I was like.... WTF??? He never been like tis... I keep on calling and msg him... But to no avail... i was so frustrated i jus don bother and watch tv... But my mind was not on the show... It running wild... I called him again and he answer... From his voice i knw he don wan to talk to me... Y mus i talk to someone who don wan to talk to me??? I told myself... My patient is already reach it climax... I slamp down the phone and msg him telling hw unreasonable he is... We exchange a few messages and i keep on giving him prank cal... If i can't sleep, i make sure he can't sleep too.. Haha... In the end he call me... This incident taught me to be independent nw... Humans being can change anytime... Don be too dependent on your boyfriend... Guys when they are easily influenced, they can leave you anytime and anywhere... And when they choose to leave you that when ur mind started to think back... Is all the sacrifices worth it???

IM HAPPY!!