My dedear and I

Yeah.... Today is our 4th month together as a couple. And 8 mth knwing each other. It make me realise hw come i can fall inlove with this guy. To be frank when i knw him, i treat him as fends. We chat on msn and subsequently msg and followed by daily chatting on the phone. I'm sure those who is close to me knw tat i go for chinese guy. I find something special is this guy. He hav make me fall for him. It something special tat i dunno hw to explain it... Maybe his way of showing his love for me is diff frm most guy, tat i find him special. He is not those romantic guy. He is far from it. He won't say lovey dovey words to you everyday. Infact u can hardly hear him say romantic words. He is not good in his words. He show it through his action. Well, u knw of this proverb: Action speak louder than words... I best describe him.. He is jus a normal guy, that sometime i find his words hurtful too.. But what make i fall for him???? Is it his care and concern for me? Is it the way he treat me? Is it his willingness to change for the better? It will always remain a mystery for me. Everyday with him is different. He is the only bf tat i dare to be myself. I feel easy when i'm with him... You wan me to fart in front of him? You wan me to burp in front of him? Or you wan me to go out wit him wit a bare face? I can do all tat. I really am myself when i'm with him... I really feel fortunate. He shower me with love. I guess in reality love is better than money. What is the use of having a rich bf if he don shower u with love... He flirt ard... Am i rite?? I'm glad that my grandma and mother approve of our relationship.. With these two important person approving our relationship is a blessing for us.. I pray to ALLAH that my relationship with him will last till death... And all dugaan dapat kita hadapi dgn hati yang tabah... Dedear, I Love You Alots... Thanks for your love, care and concern for me..

**I Love My Dedear**

**Today**

Today in sch is a tiring day for my gal and me. We've been climbing up n down the staircase. It not that the lift breakdown. We left with no choice. It such a big sch. But there only a few staircase... After sch accompany the gals to tamps.. They makin a master card.. Haha... w can treat us eat huh... Dunno y today my stomach giving me problems. Keep on shiting and it so painful. It not a menses cramp. Cuz i'm on the 3rd day of my menses... But the pain is unbearable. I HATE MENSES!!!

**Announcement**

To all my friends.... I will be on a diet starting tomorrow. If i want to eat in school please remind me tat i'm on a diet.. Don ask me why.... hehe... *If my dedear is clever he will kwn y i'm on a diet* hehe... Shhh..

Notes:**Happy 4th month anniversay for qaqa faz.. I pray that you both quarrel less often.. Hehe.. WInk**

IM HAPPY!!