I dunno from where should i start.... My life seem bad these few days... Yesterday me and him started to be back to normal.. Infact he sing me to slp... I really hav a nice sleep yesterday... Without any nightmare.... At tat moment i feel tat i'm the luckiest person in the world to hav such a loving guy.... Today i looked forward to it again.... i even hurried my parents to go home so tat i can hear his voice b4 i went to slp.... Reach home i immediately msg him... He never reply... Msg him again and still never reply... I guess he was slping... I called him... My guessing is right... Since i using my house phone his voice is not clear... I jus say ok la.. Bye... and hang up the phone... He called me back and asked me y i angry and hung up the phone... i jus say tat he were slping.. ANd i'm not angry... And he jus say bye and slamp down the phone... Tried to cal him... But he off his hp... My heart ache... I really looking forward to talking to him.... But guess what i get... I really feel so sad... Don't he knw hw much he meant to me..... He seem so diff nw... I jus wan to listen to his voice again.....

IM HAPPY!!