Hie peeps.... On Friday, my dad ask me if i really want to study oversea....I was shocked... Cuz i remember telling him that, 1 year ago, when i did not get to ITE... During tat time i was so sad... Getting into ITE is not the path i wan to get myself into....

When my dad ask me that question i was shock... My mum look at me.... I'm speechless...My dad said tat my cuzzie tat stay in Florida called my dad, asking if i'm schooling or working.... She ask my dad to send me to Florida to further my studies... Because her husband is always outstation and she is lonely... if i agree, I will hav to go to college for 2 years b4 i can go to universities for 4 years... One year in college is 7000 US dollars... Ard 14000 SIN dollars... I will stay at her house... Get myself a licence and can drive her car to sch.... If this were to become reality, i will be away for 6 years.... What will happen btw me and dedear??? I don think he will wait for me that long.... It a headache thinking about this... My dad ask me to give a big thought... Being far away frm dedear, family and fends is one thing i can't imagine .... I'm used to meet him once a week and suddenly i can't meet him for 6 years or maybe forever if he choose to leave me.... Oh gosh... I'm not prepared for it... I hav ard 5 mth to think of it....

I already told dedear about this... He took the news calmly... i don know what he is thinking... i gona miss my dedear if it gona happen.... Loosing him is the last thing i ask for.... i don want ot loose him... Advice please!!!

IM HAPPY!!