Hie... Woke up i straight away go bloggers... Yesterday night i can't slp... I force myself to slp still cannot... I spend the time reading papers, magazine and xchanging messages with nina... Share some of my problems with her... She still the best... Being fends for 7 years, she really know what i want... She did not slp cuz waiting for her bf come back frm clubbing... As for me??? I dunno... There so many things playing in my head... I jus can't slp even hw hard i tried... I listen to the song "he" compose for me upteen times still i cannot slp.... Until i cannot take it anymore, i went and watch hindi movie.... The movie end at 4... After that i lie on my bed and tossed myself to slp till about 5 in the morning... Good Night everybody.....

Yesterday went out wit "him". Went dhobby ghaut to buy tent... Wanted to go Suntec, but we accidentialy took the wrong bus... Suppose to take 196 but we took 197... I admit it my fault... "he" get pissed off with me... My heart hurt when he give me that kind of treatment.... Now adays he keep on scolding me whenever i make mistake... He not the patient guy no more... And i keep on cry myself to slp.... Playing back the way he scold me really hurt me... Eventhough "he" keep on scolding me there is still times tat i enjoy and happy being eith me.... He my most understanding and caring bf... Well not everyone is perfect... There is weaknesses in everybody... His weaknesses lies on his temper... I may look like a strong gal, but deep inside i'm very soft.... Once people raise their voice at me i can cry.... I really try my hard not to cry in front of him whenever he scold me... It hard but i still hav to try... I don wan he to think i'm soft... Maybe my heart get hurt by guys so many times at i leave everything to god...

Today, early morning he cal me already... First thing in the morning he get pissed off with me already.... I sorry... I knw u ask me to slp early... but i can't.... Yesterday "he" sleep early... Ard 11 plus.. Usually if the next day is not a working day he won't slp so early... And yeaterday he hurriedly want to go to slp... Did he really go to slp???? Or he went out???? It still remain a question in my heart.... Hopefully he cut down on the number of scolding he gave me.... Wat a day to start wit and worst still today is our two month together..... :(

IM HAPPY!!