Jus came back frm sch... Feel so tired nw... today dedear end work early.. If nt wrong he downloading his work stuff now.. Today morning i hav to dragged myself out frm bed.... As usual i feel so tired and lazy to go to sch... The smell of my "bantal busuk" really tempted me to continue sleeping... Dedear woke me up but i continue sleeping after hanging up the phone... Luckily my mum woke me up... It was late by then... During the first part of the day i keep myself quiet... Dunno y.... i jus don feel like anticipating in their conversation... I prefer to be in my own dreamland... this week hav been a bad week for me.... I feel so weak, tired, sleepy and bad mood.... As usual every wednesday we were late for lecture... After BST we went to tamp... Did not attend WIM as we are jus super lazy.... We headed to the library and read some megazine to let tiem pass...

I read HER WORLD... Then there this one article tat caught my attention... The article is about a gal who end her relationship wit the guy she really love because the guy keep on pastering her for sex... For me it a tough decision.. But then she make the right decision... Guys should show their love ones some respect.. Should relationship based on sex alone???? I had a deep thought... i guess if the guy love you he wont paster u for sex if u don wan... And guys..... Please do respect ur gals decision.... You can hav a happy relationship even without sex... Couple can participate in healthy activities... That is my thought....

Today fyqa never go for her FDM... She go and met Faz.... She go gd sehx... Think this week alone she hav met him upteen times seh... Me still haven mit him... Dunno wen get to met him.. It been 9 days since i last met him.... Haiz... Tmr i end sch at 12 but then he work till 6.. So there is no way to mit him... Friday, no sch.. but then in the afternoon going east coast wit the gals.. Evening thought wanna mit him but then he say he miting his fend at town.. Saturday he going his auntie house wit his sis... So there is no way i can mit him... Sunday my house hav kenduri for my late cousin... Haiz... Dunno wen get to met him.. We both is so busy.. If he not busy, i'll be busy... If i not busy, he'll be busy... Haiz....I'm so puzzled now...

I think me and some of the gals are so stress up tat we do stupid things... My mood started to get better at the end of the day... I start with my "meow"... it doesn't bother me if there is plp ard or not... haha... April dare me to do my "meow" stuff wen a grp of guys were passing by our plc... Maybe she thought i don dare bahx.. haha.. i now bochap already la.. I attached already so i don care if i make a fool of myself... haha... But at least i manage to laugh... Then wen we were crossing the road dunno who started first... Suddenly dickna and i were holding hand... haha... Funny sia... Maybe i'm too used to holdin dedear hand wen crossing the road tat i hold her hand... haha... Too long already la i never hold dedear hand.. hehe... wink* Missing him so much....

IM HAPPY!!