Hie... It hav been days since i last updated... Nothing much happen to my life except that yesterday me and him hav minor conflict... It normal for couple to hav some misunderstanding once in a while... As usual i and him chat on the phone.. He was playing his games while me watching the american next top models... Then hav this one guy by the name "A" msg me... He wanna get to knw me... He said he get my number frm my fend... Since he knw my name i was curious about this mystery guy... At the same time i was bored too.. So i reply his message... We exchange messages... He knw about this... Since he did not make noise, i thought it fine wit him tat i exchange messages wit "A"... Never did i knw tat he will get angry...

After he finish playing his game and i also at tat point hav stop messaging "A", he ask me wat "A" want... I tell him everythin without hiding anything frm him... He ask me for "A" number... But i did not give... I dunno y the hell did he want his number... When i don wan give "A" number and at that moment he assume tat i am still messaging wit "A", i dunno y he gone quiet.... I waited for him to end playin his game and looking forward talking to him since he will be away for 3 days to his cousin chalet... But the kind of treatment he gave me really hurt me.... It angered me too.. Till it reach a moment tat i could not take it anymore... Without wanting to quarrel wit him, i told him i wan to slp... We jus say bye and offline we went...

I was so sad tat tears dash out frm my eyes... I try to control myself saying tat it not worth crying for a guy... At the same time i msg him and fyqa.... I was so sad... At tat point i wanted so much to talk to someone who understand hw i feel... I was so late at night... Without wanting to disturb my fend sleep i jus keep it to myself... I was really heartbroken wit him... This is the first time i shed tears for him.. It really sadden me... All kind of question came into my head... Y can't he understand hw i feel.... Y did he gave me this kind of treatment?? don he love me anymore?? Don he trust me...?

After loivng him so much, y mus he treat me this way... I may look happy go lucky in the outside but deep in my heart i'm soft... I will get hurt easily... All my life i hav been pampered by my family... I jus not use to the way he treat me nw...

After he repair his computer he spend most of the time playing games... I jus haven get use to it.. B4, we always talk and teasing each other... But nw...... He keep on playing his games.... The changes is too abrupt for me... i just hope tat this changes won last long.. I wan the old him.... God please give me the old him........

IM HAPPY!!