Hie.. I'm back again.. Lately i've been a lazy gal.. As usual today i went to sch... I jus got back my BST result.. Hmmm... Not bad ar.. I get an A... Alhamdulilah.... Today i really miss him sehx... Yesterday talk to him for awhile onli.. Haiz... I'm getting dependent on him already... Oh ya... Today in sch, April and me make a fool out of ourself sehx.. Haha.. When i think back it really funny ar... the caramel ice blended spill over my face sia.. That april ar dunno hw to hold the cup properly.. malu seh.. It happen in Cafe 2 sumore.. There so many people... Ish.. Ish.. Ish..

Early morning, my mum spoil my mood already... She complain that my school skirt is too short.. Wat the F***!!!! Argh.. Really hate it sia... In sch as usual we atten lesson... The sch nw is so crowded sehx.. Everyhwere u go there students... It too crowded till sometime i feel tat i can't breath... And those newbies... The gals is so step kakak2 sehx... Step manenye besar aje... But the guys is so hot sia.. Get to "cuci mate" hehe... They are so cute sehx... But to bad... They are short.. Bluek...

I'm disappointed in him sehx... He cal his Ex without telling me... After cal then tell me... Haiz.. Wat the use of calling his ex then tell me rite.. Is he tryng to make me mad??? Only he himself knw the answer.. He told me tat his ex cal his cousin and ask for his nos.. Then wen his cousin don wan give the nos she msg his cousin agian.. Wen his cousin told him tat he go and cal his ex... His reason for calling his ex is tat he wan knw wat she wan... Wat the F*** sehx.. It really hurt me sia... I tink he still hav some feeling for his ex.. Hiaz... I dunno ar... My guts feeling sae so... Wen he told me tat, i try to act cool... But deep in my heart it like a million of spade poking through my heart.. U guys may think tat there no big deal and tat i'm too sensitive... But it really hurting me... Wat hurt me most is tat wen he told her tat he can't talk too long wit her cuz later i get jealous... Wat does it mean by tat???? Does it mean tat if i'm nt the jealous type he will still talk to her??? Or rather he wanted so much to talk to her but bcuz of me he can't talk to her... It seem like he burukan my name.. Wat will her ex sae sia later.. Haiz... After i became to dependant on him, y mus his ex start contacting him back??? Nw i dare nt sae where our future lie.. i dare not put so much hope on him.. But on the other hand, i've given him all my heart... Oh Allah, i knw tat ur trying to test us.... Please blessed us...

IM HAPPY!!