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● 11 December 2005 @ Monday, December 12, 2005 ●


hie peeps... i'm back.. as usual i use this opportunity to blog.. Saturday went out wit fyqa faz and him... we went to forum toy 'R' us.. haha.. after forum we went esplanade.. sit by the shore.. then april join us.. hmmm at last we get to meet marcus.. he look diff frm picture ar.. but nevertheless he look malay..
Sunday went out wit him... accompany him to tamp... buy his bro birthday present and we went bedok to eat..
Wat is Ur motive by doing that???
me and him??? i dunno hw long we will last.. i'm very angry and frustrated wit him... why must he do tat stupid mistake.. i thought i could hav a last good day wit him b4 i go KL... but after wat he did yesterday my mood totally change.. Diana say it jus a minor mistake.. but for me it not tat minor la.. he knw i hate him to smoke in front of me... then y mus he do it???? had a short conversation wit my guy fend.. he told me tat guys switness won't last long... they will only treat u nicely during the first part of the relationship... after tat he will treat the gal like shit... after wat he said to me, and i think back it kinda true... y b4 this he can go out wit me without smoking in front of me and yesterdae he mus smoke?? is he trying to test my patient??? i really hate it wen the person i love do thing that i don like.. it nt like as if i don let him smoke forever... i jus don wan him to smoke in front of me.. that all... is it so difficult??? if that simple thing he also cannot do for me then y ask me out??? he say he love me... but nw i hav doubt in his love for me.. if he love me y mus he make me sad?? y mus he hurt my feeling... Argh!!!!!


IM HAPPY!!