● $BlogItemTitle$> @ Saturday, November 12, 2005 ●
This pic was taken b4 i went to straighten my hair..
Hie... These few days i've been experiencing bad skin day.. Shit sia.. My skin is peeling.. It like a sunburn... The peeling is painful sia..There a burning sensation.. And my face is red.. Aiyo.. Like tomato.. Oh god, i hope my skin will be ok by sunday bahx.. if nt i can't put on makeup sia.. Hiaz.. Dunno y these few days i kept on watching drama about jerks..This morning i watch a malay movie entitle Cinta Kolestrol... My hero, Yusry and heroin, Erra acted in the movie.. In this movie the guy do not wan to accept the gal becuz she is fat.. In my opinion this is nt fair.. If this is the case, does it mean tat fat gal do not deserved to be loved?? Is look really important?? i guess everyone have diff thinking... i do admit tat looks do matter.. but to a small extent.. As long as it pleasing in the eye, it is fine.. u don have to be too good looking.. Nobody is perfect in this word.. God is fair.. If ones is too perfect tat mean they hav been under the knife.. u knw wat i mean.. Gosh.. i better stop my nonsence.. Aiyo..
I sometime wonder y i hav low selfesteem... I always think negative.. In my brain, there hardly positive thinking... I guess wen u are too positive, u start to be snob bahx.. Sometime i wonder if i'm experiencing depression.. Oh god.. Please show me the right path... Argh..... Life hav been stressful lately.. Can't wait to get my exam result... And please faster the time.. i want to start school soon.. It so depressing staying at home.. I'm so bored... I need to occcupy myself.. Argh.. Tonight me going to my uncle house for dinner.. this week alone i hav been attending 3 dinner including the one held at my house.. Gosh.. Surely i put on weight bahx.. :( 
Us trying to act fierce?? haha.. I don tink i look fierce bahx..
IM HAPPY!!