Hie.. In one more day we will be celabrating Hari Raye.. This is the 4th hari raya i will nt be celebrating wit my beloved grandpa.. I really miss him.. He was my strength.. My father.. He was the type of grandpa every one longed to hav.. He pampered me and showered me with care, concern, love and full of surprises.. He always protect me wen i my mum was angry wit me.. I hav let u dwn grandpa.. I knw i may be mischevious sometimes but hw naughty i am i will get back on track.. My early teenage life is the most unforgetable ones and shameful one.. there is a no need to eleborate.. U knw wat i mean grandpa.. I have since change for the better.. I really regret.. Frm express, i drop to normal acadamic then to ite... I'm sorry grandpa.. I promise u that i will study hard and if possible to university.. Tat wat i promise u wen ur alive and i will try and keep to my promise.. I feel lonely and jealous wen i see other people wit their grandpa.. I really wan to feel the love, the care, the concern and the attention i used to get wen ur still alife.. Every year, on the first day of hari raye, air mate will mengalir from my eyes whenever i listen to the the morning tabir.. Tabir remind me of u grandpa.. U knw u mean so much to me.. After all these yr i still can't forget u.. u are part of my life.. i really regret not appreciating u last time.. I'm sorry grandpa.. I wish u were here.. I feel so lonely.. I hav no one to share my sorrow, happiness and sadness wat things that been happening in my life.. i knw tat during the month of ramadhan the setan are in the cage and it wen all those who hav passed away come out and join us in the celebration... Soon u will be going back to ur world.. Please pray that i will do well in my examination and blessed me wit lots of happiness and good health.. please show the the right path grandpa.. I really deeply love u and miss u very much grandpa.. To those who read my blog, i would like to take this opportunity to wish u Selamat Hari Raye and Maaf Zahir Batin..

MeMoRy PiC wEN i'm sTiLl sMall...

Cute Rite.. hehe..

LovE u GrAndPa..