ARGH!!!! I'm so frustrated!!!

Hie.. hang up chattin wit Ekin.. Haiz.. It so difficult to talk on the phone.. My mouth is giving me trouble.. Thought there only one ucler, but actually there 3!!!! Gosh... Even talking is diff for me.. i hav been keeping quiet.. No choice la.. if i open my mouth, it very pain.. I can't even chew.. I've been eatong porriage only sia.. Sian.. The ucler is so big nw.. Haiz.. No one understand the pain... Since Ekin nt going to cal me and he ask me to cal him, i off my hp.. Aiya u guys who knw me better shld knw mahx.. i don cal guy one rite.. Guess only he don understand... Y mus i on my hp wen i knw i'm nt expecting cal rite.. Aiya.. My mood hav nt been good lately.. Maybe cuz of postmenses bahx.. I'm so sorry to those affected by my mood swing.. been staying home all days.. Had plan to go out wit fyqa but last minute cancel bahx.. Her fends comng to her hs.. So whole dae i stay at hm.. so sian.. No wonder i'm going crazy... ARGH!!! i jus wan a place that i can shout my heart out!!!!!!

IM HAPPY!!